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The Cost
15:30 Mar 25 2011
Times Read: 509




So much pain has passed through this old soul

And I have all the marked scars to show

But hope still pumps through these dark veins

No matter the cost and the pains



Defined by the black in my heart

I can see that this hurt is the start

Of transforming the dark deep inside

Into beauty the world cannot hide



So much pain living within these eyes

Growing colder, the warmth slowly dies

Life's been kicking the shit out of me

But I'm still standing, defiant, and free



I will stand ever strong in the night

In my hand, hold the keys that just might

Unlock all the secrets of time

And allow me to make this life mine

Monster
15:25 Mar 25 2011
Times Read: 510

Seething

Fighting its way out

Blackness

Covered in my doubt



Sinister

Feelings welling up inside

Coldness

And too fucking tired to hide



Smiling

I let it pour from me

Exhaling

Watching their skin bleed



Standing

Stronger for my pain

Screaming

Defiant in the rain



Monster

Just below my skin

Seething

Wants you to let me in

Pretty Broken Things
16:32 Mar 20 2011
Times Read: 521




I tire

Of what we all desire

Seeking to see who understands

Looking to see it slip through my hands





Lightning and thunder

Power and hunger

Twisted so deep inside me

I long to just let it all free





This life

Is mostly just strife

Fighting inside to balance it out

Loosing to monsters leaves me in no doubt





Rusted and tarnished

Darkened and Demolished

I'm a pretty broken thing

A nightmare within a dream





I see

The things that I want me to be

I know that I can't lose the fight

Or I might loose my beautiful night





Longing and loathing

Being and Becoming

I know the odds that are set against me

Transformative shifting will not let me be

Painting Your Apocalypse
22:35 Mar 16 2011
Times Read: 533






I was painting your apocalypse

I was tinting your seas red

I was bringing all your Hells to earth

And fucking your unlucky dead



This is such a pretty picture

Watching the Pious slowly fall

Into the traps I set them

Throwing them flat into the wall



You always thought you had the answers

You always wanted to be right

You never knew the Darkness

Triumphed right after the light



Pitch black Kings reign eternal

Jealous gods try to keep you away

But you will now fall to our kingdom

Within torment is where you will stay

Pretty Mess
17:33 Mar 12 2011
Times Read: 545

Hands

So strong around my neck

Making me so goddamned wet

Its all I can do to still breathe



Control

Lost way too long ago

His eyes put on a show

I plead for him to please just take me



Lust

Beyond what we can see

Its everything we need

Dropping off the edge of our insanity



My Blood

Pouring down his chest

What a pretty mess

As he makes me scream in pure bliss



~A~